Archive for August, 2008

:: observations ::

People don’t back off when you take the first step.

Some foreign students should not assume that ALL Malaysians can’t speak English.

Free stuff (vouchers) are usually given way too close to the dateline. (ie. Dateline : 31st Aug 2008, received voucher on : 29th Aug 2008)

Sitting on the back seat of a van makes you nauseous.

Smiling really does break barriers.

Ice cream in the afternoon makes you beam.

Eating pork noodles makes you sweat. With or without the cili padi.

Red skittles taste better than all the other colors.

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…i tried on my nyonya kebaya today. To see if it still fits to be worn in church this weekend in conjunction with it being Malaysia’s Independence Day (Merdeka) and Acts’ First Priority Missions Weekend. And whoop-dee-doo, it’s loose. So i tried on my sister’s instead and it fits. And then i tried on the sarongs, and discovered, “Shucks. I can’t jump or move in these. How to worship God liddat???” Not only that…there’s always the worry of degrading the culture by wearing normal shoes (read : chocolate fondue shoes) instead of my kasut manik. (they’re so old-fashioned kan? And they’re RED!!! 0.o)

And then i remembered Pr Kenneth’s impression of a Japanese kimono-ed wife who walks with her 2 feet together with silly song to boot. Ting-ting-ting-tiiiing, ting ting ting diiiiiiing.

And i decided that perhaps the Punjabi suit would work best instead. It’s not like peranakans are *that* rare anyway.

Pffft.

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:: joy oh joy ::

I can’t tell you how deprived i’ve been, but i finally went out and did something about it before prayer service yesterday!!

ELLIE BOUGHT A NEW BOOK!!! (it’s about time, seriously)

Behold, John & Stasi Eldredge’s Two in One Volume of “Wild at Heart” and “Captivating”.

*eye gleams*

Perfect for the hermits and days of anti-socialness! :D Not forgetting, the much-needed thrill of escapism too.

It’s been too long, my friend. *caresses book*

Rights, time for class :D Will review the book when i’m done!

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:: grin ::

I did my presentation and handed in my assignment today! Yays! :)

I watched Wall-E today! Thank you to the two who made this Wall-E-Day especially fun! ;)

I am tired. And satisfyingly so. Bwahahahaha.

I is gonna get good rest tonight.

I is happy.

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:: possibility ::

I may be tired. But Lord, tis’ You who give me strength. Am running on 2 hours of sleep since Thursday night.

I just have to run this last lap to finish my assignment. And then i can watch Wall-E in peace. I despise the fact that i’m in this horrible limbo of being too tired to think, and too awake (from coffee) to be asleep.

Sometimes, i think and wonder why i do what i do. But then i remember, this is why Revolution exists. It’s worth it. Seeing lives being changed is worth it. What is a few hours of sleep?

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Everytime I look at you, I wish you looked my way
And flash me that dazzling smile that really makes my day.

-Possibility-Intoxicated-

Aih. I’m such a muddle. It’s nice to think that its possible, though.

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:: ask ::

I don’t think i ask for much. Do i?

*shrug*

I have so many things to do. But Your grace is sufficient. Your strength is enough. Your love keeps me going.

If only i can pass that on to my girls (and guys) somehow.

To make a stand that it’s possible to serve God and do school at the same time.

To make a stand that it’s possible to go to church despite being in a non-Christian home.

To make a stand that it’s possible to forgo every movie/dinner outing there is, for a better cause.

To make a stand that it’s possible to do anything and everything in Him. Because His word says so.

Is that too much to ask? Hrms.

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I really really want to watch Wall-E. Shucks.

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:: and yet ::

Let’s forget about the tongue-tied lightning
Let’s undress just like cross-eyed strangers
This is not a joke, so please stop smiling
What was I thinking when I said it didn’t hurt?

I’d always thought that if I held you tightly
You’d always love me like you did back then
Then I fell asleep and the city kept blinking
What was I thinking when I let you back in?

-I Am Trying To Break Your Heart-Wilco-

I am a beanbag. No matter how “lightly” you sit on me, you still leave a mark.

I am a mat. No matter how you skip over me, you still leave dust.

I want to be noticed. And yet.

Your thoughts are higher than mine. So are Your ways. Teach me patience.

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:: ellie is.. ::

…home.

…still hungry.

…satisfied.

…thankful.

…blessed to be a blessing.

…going to max out yet another week.

…thinking of you.

…physically drained.

…wanting more of You.

…hoping for a change.

…not responsible for what she says at this hour, when she’s this exhausted.

…believing that everything will come to pass in its perfect timing.

Edited : …is a teeny bit upset. Even tho she knows darn well she has no right to be. Bah. Go away, Mr Thought.

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:: weary ::

…guess i let you get the best of me.

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:: blithe ::

In actual fact, i should be FAR from it.

But i do feel blithe. It’s been ages since i took a spontaneous drive with people…at a time where i absolutely should NOT be doing so. But it feels nice. Having midnight ice cream is nice too.

She’ll lead you down a path
There’ll be tenderness in the air
She’ll let you come just far enough
So you know she’s really there
She’ll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She’s got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away.

-Secret Garden-Bruce Springsteen-

It’s times like these that i feel something is missing.

Are you happy, Elliest of Ellie’s?

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:: hanging in there ::

So many people to meet.

So many things to do.

2 assignments to hand in before Revo Kuantan. Every night is maxed out with band practices and prayer service tomorrow.

Lord, Your strength. Sustain me :)

Am hanging in there…

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On a lighter note,

Happy 25th Birthday, Wee Liem! Hope you have a great one, dear cousin ;)

May the Lord bless you over and above all that you can ever imagine :) Lotsalove.

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