It seems that hearing really sad stories from people really *can* affect the moods/emotions of others. I find myself having a hard time trying to detach myself or at least *trying* to, that i may remain in an unbiased position.
I won’t be held responsible,
She fell in love in the first place.
I’m affected nevertheless, listening to totally emo music and thinking, i wish i could take away all your fears and insecurities. But then again, i’m a girl too. I know how it feels. I don’t need to be in or have had a relationship to know that girls who give their hearts, seldom get their hearts returned wholly. I thank God that He’s merciful to give time to heal, strength to overcome, and His love that remains. No matter how much we fail Him, He still waits.
Premature attraction needs guidance. Don’t rush. Think. Pray. Surrender. He’s only got the best for you.
For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise
And we’d never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We’d ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen.
Perhaps i’ve been too judgmental. Too idealistic. Is that why you won’t let me in? I have no defense for myself other than, i protect myself for a reason. I remain accountable. My guard cannot be let down. And neither should yours. Not yet. Not for any Tom, Dick and Harry.
He may be sweet. Charming, even. A gentleman in every way. I’ve met a few. Amazing brothers whom i respect and admire. But they need to grow too. Sometimes the outward facade does not reflect the inner spirit. Understand that i’m not perfect to speak about such a delicate issue. But know that these boys/men are not either.
But God is. He waits for our hearts, girls. We’re precious in His sight. Won’t you believe that? Wait, i plead.
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