:: how much is enough ::

It’s not that i don’t have time. Like i’ve said not too very long ago, i’m still getting the hang of managing it properly.

It’s not that i don’t want to study. Like i’ve said not too very long ago, i’ve got a very short attention span. And there’s only so much attention i can willingly spend on finance.

It’s not that i’m fickle. Like i’ve said not too very long ago, i’m still getting the hang of knowing my own thoughts. Sometimes, when i finally do, it changes. Then i have to re-acquaint myself with it all over again.

It’s not that i don’t want to be there for you. Like i’ve said not too very long ago, i’m still learning how to respond to things that i’ve never experienced before. I don’t have all the answers.

It’s not that i want to disappoint you. Like i’ve said not too very long ago, i’ve committed myself to things that i find more worthwhile compared to the things that YOU think are worthwhile. Let me grow. You may be older, but i just may have caught on to something you’ve never even dreamed about.

It’s not that i don’t care for you anymore. Like i’ve said not too very long ago, we’ve just drifted apart. Love is such an obscure thing. And people change. Maybe we just have to learn how to be friends again.

It’s not just that.

“Events are cowards. They don’t occur singly; but instead they run in packs and leap out at you all at once.” – Neil Gaiman

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