I’m contented. Snuggled in with my pillows and a book by Cecelia Ahern. Had a nice warm cup of milo with me. Yes, i do believe i’m very contented.
So this is what you do when it all slows down and the minutes that tick by feel a little longer than before. You take your time. You breathe slowly. You open your eyes a little wider and look at everything. Take it all in. Rehash stories of old, remember people, times and occasions gone by. Allow everything you see remind you of something. Talk about those things. Stop and take your time to notice things and make those things you notice matter. Find out the answers you didn’t know to yesterday’s questions. Slow down. Stop trying to do everything now, now, now. Hold up the people behind you for all you care, feel them kicking at your heels but maintain your pace. Don’t let anybody dictate your speed.
-Thanks For The Memories-Cecelia Ahern-
Sometimes, i find myself trying to make myself feel bigger, by compiling lists of importance.
And almost always, You come and muss up my plans. For that, i guess i can *only* be eternally grateful. In everything i’m praying about, i do wonder though, if my eyes are opened wide enough for what You want me to see.
I guess something may not quite be right when i have to try, to try.
Just so you know, i do notice. And i can’t determine how i feel about it yet.