:: a glimpse into the moken life ::

I’ve been extremely privileged to have been able to do a yearly mission trip under my church’s youth missions to visit the Moken people. It’s my second year going back there and it’s been an amazing experience both times!

I didn’t manage to write my thoughts down last year, so i thought i HAVE to do it this year. Part documenting my experience there in hope to give light to who they are and why we have adopted them as a church to support and pray for them…and part documenting my experience…for life. I don’t want to get too busy ‘just doing’ but i want to ‘be’. Some things NEED to be recorded – to be remembered, relived and re-read in the future and i wanted this to be one of them.


Known particularly after the tsunami crisis, the Mokens came to light. Neither Thai nor Burmese, the Mokens are settled in the islands and coastal regions along the Andaman Sea. They are still lacking identities, causing unequal opportunity and deprivation of public services and benefits including education, medical care and social security benefits.

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They make their living fishing and crabbing, making fresh ‘belacan’ (read: shrimp paste) for sale. We had the privilege to walk through the village in two islands, just making friends with the people there. Some of the older folks are able to speak Bahasa but mostly connect better through the Thai language. The Mokens also have their own Moken language that they communicate verbally but there is no written form – making it a challenge to learn, but not impossible! We visited them in their homes, asked them to share their life with us…and when the opportunity arose, we asked if we could pray for them. They are predominantly animistic, but most were obliging and i thank God that they’re so much more open to us now than they were last year!

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One of my highlights was just seeing how some of the Moken kids grew up. We’ve been partnering with a boarding school that has taken in some of these Moken kids who have shown potential in their education and helping them grow. These bright young kids are amazingly talented and would put most of our city kids to shame. Seeing them all so happy, so comfortable and CONFIDENT in themselves, really blessed my heart. We did a Christmas programme there, singing carols, acting out a Christmas story and ended with a celebratory dance. We also had a mini dance-off at the end of all of it, proving once again, that just because you’re born into a minority group, it doesn’t mean you’re poor. These kids were rich in the mind.

Boarding House 2

They play sports just like we do. Like the same corny, bubblegum-poppy music just like we do too. Never will i forget or hear One Direction’s “What Makes You Beautiful”, the same way again. In case you think you have nothing to give or do to sow into these people group, know that God has put something into your hands for a reason. There’s a need for medical teams, children’s ministry (arts & craft!) and if you play sports, well, just playing a game of ball CAN make a difference in just building friendships within the community.

Boarding House 1

I had grown attached to one of the little brown boy’s from one of the islands. He is one of the typical Moken kids who may not be so well-versed as the ones at the boarding home. But wow! This kid used to pick fights with the other kids and now, seeing how much he’s grown and being so much calmer, he showed me how evident God is in this village and how He’s going to do so much more.

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I may not be able to go every year to visit and sow personally (although i hope to!), i’m hoping that this post would inspire some of you to also be part of the Moken work. To not just pray and give (as we do weekly), but to GO and experience it for yourselves. To allow God to break your heart for what breaks His. Then, would you truly understand Matt 28:19 in its fullness. This is definitely not the ONLY place you can go for missions (especially under our youth missions banner), but this IS the place that has changed me.

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I was personally seeking God for direction. I did not get an immediate answer. I went there, tired and stressed out from work, but i experienced His goodness (how He saved a particular job despite me not being at work) during the trip and i KNOW, that God has allowed me to taste just a little bit of His faithfulness. An encouragement to believe that when i give, He gives back tenfold. That when i set aside time to be present and ‘there’, He has settled everything else by the power of His name. That i may ask myself this…

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“Why do you go away? So that you can come back. So that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra colors. And the people there see you differently, too. Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving.” – A Hat Full Of Sky, Terry Pratchett

He is working in their lives, as He is working in mine.

Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth! – Psalm 46:10

Last but not least, to the people that went on this trip with me, you guys are legends. I didn’t have a proper and complete group photo but you guys know who you are. So, i’ll just end this post with the fact that i had fun being with all of you :) May God bless your hearts abundantly and open your eyes to see Him every day of your life. And if there are days post-missions that make you miss the Moken people and me, don’t just ‘shake it off’. Heheheheh.

I am blessed. And i share that you may be blessed too :)


:: ma vie pour femme by hugo boss ::

Slowly, eventually, i’d like to do a review of all my favourite perfumes. I LOVE scents. And i should prolly do a write-up on why i do, what it evokes and how i feel when i wear them. But before i get around to it, let me share about THIS one. It’s on my Christmas wishlist. Thankyouverymuch.

Hugo Boss Ma Vie Pour Femme

Sniffing this, i imagine myself traversing the quaint old streets of KL. Stopping at every textured wall to stare at, catching sun rays under trees and indulging in deliciously refreshing coconut ice cream.

Excerpt from the description writeup:

“Hugo Boss Ma Vie Pour Femme was inspired by the independent spirit of a woman as she pauses to indulge in the simple moments in life; a walk home at dawn, the sun on her skin, the touch of a flower. It is in these moments, when truly treasuring life, that the Boss Ma Vie Pour Femme woman is her most captivating, exuding a glow of femininity and confidence.”

Top notes: of cactus flower and its green freshness.

Heart notes: of pink freesia, jasmine and delicate rose buds.

Base notes: of warm woods and cedar.

I generally never thought much of Hugo Boss’ scents, prolly preferring the men fragrances more. But this one was quite appealing. Loved the simplicity of the bottle (almost Dior Addict in form and color)…but the scent was light and refreshing! Suitable for all day use from office to events and i’m usually a sucker for clean ‘just-showered’ fragrance. So this one was right up my street. And it may be quite bimbotic to mention, but i find Gwyneth Paltrow quite attractive. Almost always, i’m attracted to a fragrance by the ‘face’ of the product. And this is one of those.

Have yet to add this in my collection…so BIG HINT ya’ll.

P/S: Another one of my favourites is Sheer by Stella McCartney. However, i have not seen it in the market for the LONGEST time. Anybody knows if it’s been discontinued or being sold elsewhere under another name, etc?

:: the story of a pencil ::

Read a story. Wished i wrote it.

A boy was watching his grandmother write a letter. At one point he asked:

‘Are you writing a story about what we’ve done? Is it a story about me?’
His grandmother stopped writing her letter and said to her grandson:
I am writing about you, actually, but more important than the words is the pencil I’m using. I hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up.’

Intrigued, the boy looked at the pencil. It didn’t seem very special.
‘But it’s just like any other pencil I’ve ever seen!’

‘That depends on how you look at things. It has five qualities which, if you manage to hang on them, will make you a person who is always at peace with the world.’

‘First quality: you are capable of great things, but you must never forget that there is a hand guiding your steps. We call that hand God, and He always guides us according to His will.’
‘Second quality: now and then, I have to stop writing and use a sharpner. That makes the pencil suffer a little, but afterwards, he’s much sharper. So you, too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make you a better person.
‘Third quality: the pencil always allows us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes. This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing; it helps to keep us on the road to justice.’
‘Fourth quality: what really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside. So always pay attention to what is happening inside you.’
‘Finally, the pencil’s fifth quality: it always leaves a mark. in just the same way, you should know that everything you do in life will leave a mark, so try to be conscious of that in your every action’.

Excerpt from Like The Flowing River by Paulo Coelho.

:: flying ships ::

‘You’ll never make it with your sails down’. – quote from Waterworld (1995)

Note to self: You can’t go anywhere if you don’t position yourself to move. And even then, you need Wind. An apt quote for what i’ve been thinking lately. Can’t expect myself to go anywhere if i don’t make the necessary preparations to move (ie. put up my sails). And of course, to choose which direction to go, that’s where my Wind comes in. Holy Spirit, lead me.


Work’s been getting dreary, but am hanging in there. All these traveling is fun, for awhile. Then it just gets tiring. On another note, i finally realised my dream to go to USS. Thanks to dear friends who wanted to do their pre-wedding shoots in Singapore. Not to mention, it rekindled my passion to plan weddings and do artsy things. I wish there was more time to spend indulging myself in these activities. But USS!! Omg. I need to go again. We didn’t get to do all the rides due to time, but we managed to cover the major ones like The Mummy and Transformers. Am waiting for the Galactica rollercoaster to be re-opened. Miens, was so disappointed to discover that it was closed! Oh wells, i believe that good things come to those who wait. Haha! Hopefully there’ll be more rides by the time i make trip #2. Here’s to more random trips. Good people = good company!


This has to be my fav shot of the trip – happy faces AND happy colors. Even if it IS without me in it :)

:: cheat tricks ::

Thanks to amazing graphic designer friends, i have now discovered an app/site that will allow me to experiment as many graphic designs to my heart’s content! I’m so thrilled! Check it out: www.canva.com #bestcheatever

Don’t have to go begging for people to design Homes posters/birthday invites or hunting for free and LIMITED (in design) printables that i could customise and pass off as my own. Hehehehe.

Hello, #newfoundskill.

On another note, this happened.



:: pengsan ::

Was so annoyed with someone for messing up my spreadsheet, i wrote a song.

Posting this just for the record. Sing to the tune of Zee Avi’s “Kantoi”.

Satu pagi i busy buat kerja

Bila i check spreadsheet

Semacam jadi gila

Apesal ada filter mana-mana

Kalau boleh, i nak filter you punya kepala!

Selepas i repair you punya kerja

I busy pergi meeting lama-lama

Bila balik, tengok lagi sudah sama,

You repeat kerja you buat dengan sengaja.

I frust marah macam nak gila

Telefon dah la takde juice-nya

Kalau ada, dah lama aku jerit ya

Memang cekik darah you punya nama.


Lol. Sigh. Some people just do things at the wrong time. Maybe for the right reason, but still!!

:: happy bunches ::

This year’s birthday is certainly one to remember! What with it being celebrated every other day BUT my actual birthday, that makes it all the more special! To me, at least :)

Will blog a little more on how turning 27 feels, but BEFORE THAT!

I gotta share these pictures of sweet surprises given by girlfriends. I’m not like..obsessed with flowers but i love fresh flowers just like every other girl. Especially if its in pretty wraps. I mean, who doesn’t like pretty things right? :)


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Admittedly the bouquets that came were a little smaller than i expected, but still pretty nevertheless! The fact that they came in burlap or hessian cloth as some call them makes them all the more unique. I’ve been calling it ‘guni-wrapping’ but that’s just me. Heh.

I don’t know the ladies behind this brilliant idea but i thought they deserved a plug. Plus, i’m very happy with the flowers i received and i’ve sent some happiness over to different ones on random days! Excited to see their responses! You can check them out here: http://www.happybunch.com.my/happybunch/

RM30 for a happy bunch with free delivery around KL and PJ! An extra RM5 delivery charge for anywhere outside areas stated. NOT BAD RIGHT??!

Wished i came up with the idea first! Lol. So, go out there and make someone’s day! :)

:: strange ::

“What irritated me most in that entire situation was the fact that I wasn’t feeling humiliated, or annoyed, or even fooled. Betrayal was what I felt, my heart broken not just by a person I was in love with, but also by, as I once believed, a true friend.”

― Danka V., The Unchosen Life

For some reason, i was reminded of you today. Strange.

:: flick a switch ::

I found this so..appealing. 

Had a dream that I could teach you how to love
My machine
I learn to reach inside your rib cage
Flick a switch and you engage
See the life burst across your face

Excerpt from the bridge of Fool Of Me by Say Lou Lou.

If only it was that simple to flick a switch.